Q&A with Carmela Mancera

Do you mind sharing a little bit about yourself?

Hi my name is Brenda Angel I am a graduate from Cal State University, San Bernardino. I received my Bachelors in Graphic Design and Marketing in Spring 2018. As a creative Individual my skills in marketing and design allow me to create an experience through my work. Giving insight into my creative process by sharing my skills with others. I was born and raised in San Bernardino, CA. I come from a family of creative individuals. My brother creates with a makeup brush and is a total natural in front of the camera. My sister has an eye for fashion and my youngest sister expresses her self through drawing and music. You can say we got it from our mom. Its in our blood to be creative.

As an Artist have you ever felt overwhelmed or doubted if you were in the right career, what came after, what did you do and how was it handled? How did you know this was the career you wanted to pursue?

Definitely it is something I questioned a couple times while working towards my degree and even now almost two years later I get overwhelmed at times. However I believe that this was the right career for me because it allows me to express my creativity in endless ways. When those moments of doubt do arise I tend to take a step back and look at everything that I have accomplished along the way. When It comes to knowing if Graphic Design was the career I wanted to pursue well it sort of just happened naturally. I knew I wanted to pursue a career in the arts so I explored different things which eventually brought me to graphic design.

As an Artist and launching BA Soul, how has your story led you to where you are now? Professionally and Personally? And  What makes Brenda, Brenda Angel the Graphic Designer?

I always knew that I wanted to make a difference in the world so for years I asked myself how I could bring this to life and it was not until early 2019 when I started my journey with Basoul. It all came from this idea to create patches with designs and some words of affirmation. To inspire and encourage us to be our authentic selves but most importantly to grow, inspire, and create. Those three words allow endless possibilities not only for me as the creator but for those who It may reach. That is why the phrase “Made for you. Make it your own.” is an essential part of basoul as a whole. Starting Basoul has allowed me to grow both personally and professionally. I have been given the opportunity to be featured in Curious magazine for two different issues alongside very talented artists. I have made friends along the way who support me and encourage me to keep pushing and taking my work to bigger heights. In my personal life I can say I have grown very much ever since I created basoul. I stepped into this journey not knowing how or what I would have to do to make it happen and it was hard at times but I see my strength, my passion, and my determination to keep going and learning more about myself along the way. I believe a part of me does identify as a Graphic Designer yet as time goes by I know I am an artist and therefore I will continue to express myself through different avenues. 

 As a kid It all begins with your imagination. One day you are a dragon on top of a mountain hiding from the evil knight and in that moment it all feels so real. Then with a blink of an eye everything changes and that dragon begins to fade. That kid who fiercely embodied the spirit of the dragon is suddenly  growing older. All those adventures are no longer real but simply stories to be told. At what point in life do we begin to lose that inner child?

How do we find our inner child and is it really lost? A part of me wants to say no. Our inner child is not lost yet why does it feel as if we lost it along the way. It was not until recently that I was introduced to the term. It all made sense when I began doing the work to speak to my inner child. I was unaware of how much I was holding within me. As I began listening to my inner child things started to change. That scared, sad, and angry child spoke about its fears and made sure I listened. Now I know that my inner child is not lost but covered under layers of life. Pulling those layers off one by one and facing the truth behind those feelings is not easy. Allowing yourself to truly be vulnerable in order to heal is the first step. I can say this is only the begging of a long journey to come.  

If I learned anything about my inner child is that she is stronger then she seems. I do not know what else I may uncover along the way but I do know that I will learn to love her because she is a part of me and who I am today. This is only a glimpse into my experience this far and how I discovered my inner child. Perhaps you and I have very different layers to uncover as we are individually unique. It all depends if you allow yourself to peel those layers away and listen to what your inner child has to say. An as I mentioned in my previous blog “ It all start with taking that first step and connecting with yourself.”